too pretty to frown ▼ moon and stars eyesmile

Awesome , I got my first choice ♥
For once , MOE did a good job .
Fang's up .
XOXO

I hate it when people try to impose their views/beliefs on me .
Like hello , what bullshit have you guys been reading ?
JC = better chance of survival .
Why didn't she choose JC ?
I'm sick of hearing this everytime Mum tells a relative that my choices are all poly courses .
I feel like shoving the english dictionary up that ignorant ass of theirs .
Fang's up .
XOXO

4 days to decide , awesome (Y)
I still have no clue where I want to go .
Fang's up .
XOXO

My heart is beating so fast , it feels as though it'll jump out of my chest anytime now .
Worried ttm , bcs parents will prolly be there tmr = expectations .
I hope my results won't be too disappointing :/
I AM SO F-ING NERVOUS KILL ME .



GOODLUCK TO ALL TAKING THEIR RESULTS TMR ♥!
Fang's up .
XOXO


Results on Monday .
I'm not a nervous wreck , yet .

The four years in Swiss = (Y)
This is it , the results which determines the next chapter of our lives .
All the best ♥
Fang's up .
XOXO

Ystd's day out with Ain was hilarious (Y)
Let's just say she's a BIGASS fan of hadymirza , 'nuff said .
Fang's up .
XOXO

Izyannn , folly nights are breaking my heart .     says:
*i mean th TITANIC MOVIE scene
*yknw th jack and rose

thequaint. says:
*CHEY
*==
*AIYO
*u go take a cruise
*and grab a random guy
*( a hot one preferably)
*and do a titanic scene :D

Izyannn , folly nights are breaking my heart .     says:
*AWESOME (Y)

♥
Fang's up .
XOXO

Spent the first few minutes of 2011 texting people .
Took 30mins just to do that , tch --
I ushered in the newyear with maggi (Y)
And I ended the first day of 2011 with icecream (Y)(Y)

Told bestf about the awkward conversation , finally .
Fang's up .
XOXO

HAPPY NEW YEAR ♥
Photo of Sister and I for the first post of 2011 .
This post will prolly be a little lengthy , so bear with me ~

First of all , I just want to say that I'm proud of Sister ♥
Her PSLE aggregate was enough for her to enter the Express stream .
But Mum and I discouraged her from gg into E .
I'm not being mean or whatsoever , but I know her .
We've been sleeping together eversince she was a baby .
The first few years of our childhood , the whole family slept in the livingroom ~
So technically , we HAVE been sleeping together all these years .
Well anyway , what I'm trying to say here is that she hates studying .
We're always accompanying each other late at night to complete our homeworks .
And I don't want her to suffer like how I did .
So , I'm glad . I'm glad she took our advice (:
Oh and yes , she's in Swiss .
Funny , bcs she's been hearing me complain for four years heh .
Geeeeeeeeeez , I have to get used to saying our , instead of my school now .



The other day , a closefriend of mine was sort of depressed over something .
And to make matters worse , her bestf wasn't around .
I brought up a topic , but it turned out to be the cause of her emo-ness .
I felt extremely bad , ofcourse .
Tried cheering her up , and I'm glad I made her laugh a little .
I feel the happiest when I'm able to bring laughter/smiles to people (:
And this , led me to seriously consider being a volunteer somewhere .
The only problem now is my parents approval :/



I've been on a rollercoaster ride with love last year .
Eventhough it ended bitterly , it was still a sweet memory for me .
He was the first ever guy to sing a song for me .
You were the first guy to ever boldly say those three words to me .
Eventhough those three words turned out to be lies .
But , everything happens for a reason right ?
I learnt a few lessons from this bittersweet experience .
For all that , thankyou A ♥
Oh , and I'm sorry for calling you a little fucker in my previous posts .



I've been single for 16years .
Fallen in love ? Sure . But being in a r/ship ? Hell naw .
I was madly in love with someone a few years back .
But obviously , God loves you more .
We didn't make it official , bcs of my parents .
I've moved on but sometimes I regret my decision .
You're my first love and always will be , rip ♥



I really hope that my r/ship with Parents will improve this year .
I've been a rebellious daughter all these years .
I hate myself for that .
I'm trying my best to change now ♥



The loss of my dearest grandmother affected me in so many ways .
Nenek was the reason why I've been strong .
She was the reason why I attended celebrations .
She was the reason why I'm studying .
She was my world , my life .
Now that she's gone , everything seems to go wrong .
Why can't I score higher in my exams ?
Why must I disappoint my parents all the time ?
To make matters worse , I lost a bestfriend this year .
What did I do wrong in our friendship ?
I miss the old times , when everything seemed perfect .
I miss my grandmother terribly .



I'm better now , ofcourse ♥
Friends and classmates played a huge part in this .
Seeing Mum stay strong despite her loss also made me stronger .
I now see things in a more positive light , or I try to .
I'm glad I didn't do anything regretful .
Or I would have missed out on a lot of stuffs (:



I've made new friends during the holidays .
They helped me realise certain aspects about myself , which I'm really thankful for .
I'm gnna finish this entry with a few photos of myself , heh .
Hope that 2011 will be a better year for everyone aye ♥
Fang's up .
XOXO