too pretty to frown ▼ moon and stars eyesmile

Yeshyesh , I know .
I sound very loveydovey lately ~
But I swear it's not bcs I'm in love or whatever .
Pfffffft , I wish .



Hey baby, you and me seem like just a dream
I can hear your heartbeat, racing faster and faster
Fang's up .
XOXO

Music -the best company when everyone else is asleep
Fang's up .
XOXO

Today will be your day, I'll do anything for you.
Hey wifuuu ~ It has already been four years and two months since I first met you during our orientation . I remember sitting in front of you during recess and we made eye contact . I smiled , but you turned away at that exact moment so you missed it . Oh but lucky me , you bumped your head against the door during one of the games . That's how the five of us found each other . I must say , I'm grateful for that game . I think I might have ended up being a loner if we had not gathered around after that baluku of yours TEEHEE . But seriously , in my opinion , you're the one who brought all of us together . YAY TO YOUR HEAD ~ On that note , I want to apologize to you for the shit that I put you through . Why did I have to bring her to us during the second year ? I know I was not a very good friend during that period , and I'm truly sorry about it . I hope , that our friendship/bestfriendship will remain strong until like , forever O3O

Together, let's play a game for the whole entire day.
I hope you had fun last Saturday (: Have a blast with your family today , okay ~

Let me give you a small gift, that will remind you of only me.
I PRAY HARD THAT THE BOOK THAT WE BOUGHT YESTERDAY WAS THE CORRECT ONE , PLEASE . Anyhoo , I hope that the watch that your mum is giving you will be in the colour that you requested ROFL .

Oh and lastly, happy birthday baby ♥

Ystd was a success .
Surprisingly easy to trick bestf , teehee .
Fang's up .
XOXO

Went back to Swiss to look at SYF piece . Girls , be confident of yourselves . You're all talented and gorgeous dancers . Show the world what you're made of , okay ? I know that you can do this , don't ever give up . All the best for syf in April , hopefully I'll be able to catch it with the other seniors . And um , I miss every single one of you . SMDC HWAITING ♥
Practice with desire , dance with passion , perform with pride .
Fang's up .
XOXO

Stomachache ):
Can't fall asleep , ack .
BADBADBAD , gg out later and I cannot afford to be late .
Pffffffffffffft , hope everything turns out okay .
Hope you'll have fun baby ♥
Fang's up .
XOXO

I; Why don't you strip down to your underwear , it'll be easier .
R; Underwear , what's underwear ? Pfffffffffffft .
I; You mean you're not wearing any ?
R; Uhhuh , when do I ever wear underwear ? What kind of a question is that
-smug look-

HAHAHAHAHHAA BB , DON'T EVER CHANGE ♥
Fang's up .
XOXO


Eat breakfast like a princess
Eat lunch like a commoner
Eat dinner like a beggar
Jumprope 2500 times a day
Do stretching/yoga
Eat yoghurt once a day

Fang's up .
XOXO

Oh well ?
I'll try to persuade Sister to go jogging w me later .
Can't find any other healthy way to forget about problems ):



Jonghyun's voice at 3:06 got me horny.
Saw this comment and it literally left me rofl-ing ♥
Fang's up .
XOXO

The past month has been tough .
New friend suddenly stopped contacting me , and I managed to find out why .
AFTER A WEEK . AND FROM SOMEONE ELSE TOO , BLOODY HELL .
The whole matter pissed me off at that time .
But now , I just miss our weird bickerings .
To make matters worse , Mr Brazil and I can't contact often bcs of the time diff .
His fail!English makes me laugh so hard it hurts (Y)
I feel so lonely right now , and I use food as a solution .
My family aren't the type to voice out our feelings/affections .
Whenever I grab a bag of chips , they'll give that knowing look .
Sometimes , I wish I'm brave enough to cut myself .
At least I'll have some form of release .
Fang's up .
XOXO

Ugh , such a dead blog ~
Forgive me , I'm not in the mood to be all update-y nowadays .
I'm active over at my other blog , but it's sort of private .
I'm picky about who (whom I know in rl) gets to see it .



http://linnhe.livejournal.com/2409.html
Was reading this fanfiction a while ago and it tugged at my heartstrings .
I immediately see myself as the lead , from the very start .
And I don't even know why , my parents are not abusers .
I guess it's the introduction that caught me .

He’s sitting on the train. It’s nice, it’s quiet and other passengers stare out of their windows, sleepily, minding their own business. He brings up his oversized scarf around his face and breathes into it, closing his eyes. This is his favourite part of the day. There are no questioning stares, no harsh words. Just quiet, just him. He looks down at his hands, flexing and unflexing his fingers. It hurts a bit, just a bit. His knuckles are chafed. When did that happen? He closes his eyes again, a slight frown between his brows. It doesn’t matter.

Fang's up .
XOXO