too pretty to frown ▼ moon and stars eyesmile

The past month has been tough .
New friend suddenly stopped contacting me , and I managed to find out why .
AFTER A WEEK . AND FROM SOMEONE ELSE TOO , BLOODY HELL .
The whole matter pissed me off at that time .
But now , I just miss our weird bickerings .
To make matters worse , Mr Brazil and I can't contact often bcs of the time diff .
His fail!English makes me laugh so hard it hurts (Y)
I feel so lonely right now , and I use food as a solution .
My family aren't the type to voice out our feelings/affections .
Whenever I grab a bag of chips , they'll give that knowing look .
Sometimes , I wish I'm brave enough to cut myself .
At least I'll have some form of release .
Fang's up .
XOXO