too pretty to frown ▼ moon and stars eyesmile

It's gone .
The positivity , I mean .
I feel all deflated now .
Which sucks big time .
Fang's up .
XOXO

I can feel my cheeks heating up .
I wonder if ppl can actually see me blushing ?
Since I'm quite tanned and all .
Blushblushblush ~
It's so wrong , but still so cute at the same time .
Ugh , conflicting feelings (N)
Fang's up .
XOXO

Meowf ♥
I feel refreshed today !
It feels like nothing will be able to bring me down .
I hope this feeling lasts for awhile .
Need more of this positivity in my life ~
So many temptations right now .
I'm trying my best to adhere to my plan .
All the best to me ^^





F yeah , bitches ! Official NP student here ~
Fang's up .
XOXO

I feel all bubbly inside .
Let's call this girl I just got to know , as Y .
Y was feeling a little down after a bad day .
I saw her being all moody and since I was free , I talked to her .
Idk if it made her feel better , but she sounded happier .
Totally love it when I can help someone be un-sad ♥






Oh , and I have the cutest online pal okay , be jealous ~
Fang's up .
XOXO

Giggling to myself, I'm an idiot obviously ♥
Fang's up .
XOXO

I made the mistake of agreeing to watch a horror movie w Sister .
Why Izyan , why --
Fang's up .
XOXO

Her frail body underneath an oversized jumper .
What secrets are being hidden from the world ?
Fang's up .
XOXO

Society's expectations ♥
A month , that's all I need .
Fang's up .
XOXO

I've just realised that my name is not written in my profile .
Huh , I guess it doesn't matter anyway .

Worried sick about my next trip to the clinic .
I'm imagining the worst , ugh .
Can I , just , not go for the jab ?
What does my blood have anything to do with my course anyway :/

Not in the best of mood today .
Fang's up .
XOXO

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAK AIN ~
I honestly have no idea how long we've known each other for . Neither do I remember how we suddenly became so close to one another . What I can remember is you constantly bullying me , your own flesh and blood daughter . Heh , but I still love you nonetheless ♥ As you grow older , I hope you become more mature like me -snorts- Have a blast today okay :B

OTL
I'm so sorry that your birthday post is sooooooooooooooo effing short , but I'm serious when I say that no matter what I type , it doesn't do you justice . Hah , but words are not important when actions speak louder than words right ? TEEHEE ~

Ohbtw , not an urgent issue or whatever but DO YOU KNOW THAT WE DON'T HAVE ANY PHOTOS TOGETHER LIKE WHAT THE HOLY POTATO IS THIS ?! You're my mum and I hardly have any decent photo of you .

Fang's up .
XOXO

Ohlordy , the conversations I have with my friends /facepalm
Well whatever , I like it teehee .

I got a call from the clinic and they said I have to go get another jab .
Fook you doctor , just fucking fook yourself okay -'-
... someone just kill me ald --
Fang's up .
XOXO

No matter how many times I watch this video (CLICK HERE) , I instantly feel better .
There's so many things to rave about in the video .
The song itself ~
Onew's unf-y voice .
Everything about that girl .
She's pretty and has one heck of a voice .
I absolutely love how Onew is so suave and charming when he was singing .
But immediately changed to such a loving father figure when he hugged her .
His smile at the end ; that gorgeous smile ♥

Fang's up .
XOXO

How's everybody coping with life so far ?
Only three months into the newyear so I hope it's been smooth-sailing for you guys ~
If anybody needs a listening ear , you know where to find me ^^

Soooooooooooooooooo , I finally went for my medical checkup last Thursday .
And holy mother of potato I just had to faint after my blood test .
Yesyesyes , how pathetic T.T
My body must really hate needles or something .
Well yeap , interesting experience nonetheless , but once is enough heh :3

WELL UH SOMETHING MAJOR HAPPENED LAST WEEK BUT I CAN'T TALK ABOUT IT UGH .
BUT FRET NOT IT'S GOOD NEWS (SEE HOW I'M RAPING THE CAPSLOCK BUTTON)

And uh what else what else ~
Ohyea , I'm done with my enrollment ~
Just have to wait to see if my enrollment was successful or not .
Hopefully it was , bcs the process was hell-ish .

For the past few weeks , the piano version of Shinee's Replay has been on repeat .
It's such a beautiful piece/arrangement(?) so I'm sharing it with whoever reads my blog .
http://www.youtuberepeat.com/watch/?v=FsJ1zhA-U-s
Fang's up .
XOXO

Planned to update about last night's medical checkup .
But then the earthquake + tsunami thing happened .
So all I'm gnna say is , stay safe everybody and pray for minimal destruction ♥
Fang's up .
XOXO

Deleted a bunch of posts .
It might not be a big deal to most , but to me , it means that I've moved on .
I finally managed to muster up the courage to let go and stop looking back at my past .
I look forward to my future (:
Fang's up .
XOXO