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Friday, September 30

11:16:00 PM ; 'till we meet again

Last day of September.
Fang's up .
XOXO

Sunday, September 25

7:24:00 PM ; sixth sense

I'll be on a mini hiatus after today. Going off for TCP camp tomorrow, which starts at 8:30 ugh. My mentor just called me, and in the middle of our conversation, I said something utterly stupid. I sound completely uneducated and dumb /headdesk/ First impressions last, don't they? Goodness.

Fang's up .

XOXO

Friday, September 23

8:26:00 AM ; blogging bug

Huh, I'm in a good mood today, might as well make full use of it. Didn't sleep a wink last night though, so I absolutely have no idea why I'm such a happy bunny right now. Maybe I need a quick shower to dampen my mood a little. But why in the world would I do that anyway :3

I'm bubbling with excitement omg. I can't wait to see the end result but at the same time, I'm really apprehensive. What if I make a mistake and it turns out to be horrible? I pray not. I wish I could tell AND show you guys what I'm so excited about ): I need to bug my parents for the camera more often.

At the moment, I have three unread books. Correction, two unread books. I've already started reading the book that I bought (the other two were presents from brother; love how he always gives me books on my day hehe). It's a little black dress book, which I simply adore. I remember when the old lady and I were at PageOne because I needed new reading materials. I saw their cute little section for LBD books and I insisted on buying one that I've read before. But for the life of me, I simply couldn't recall the title of the book. It was such a wonderful read, I even borrowed it twice. I never borrow books more than once, that's how awesome the book was. I was disappointed, to say the least. But it's alright, any LBD book is a great find. Oh, and I can never stress enough how fabulous PageOne is ;~;

Hm, packing for camp is never a joy. I'm always so unsure, even with a packing list. Seriously, what the hell is smart casual!? I googled it, but the results doesn't seem to be very camp-y to me. I am a clueless idiot.

This long posts habit might be staying for awhile, I'm sure. It's just so addictive. On top of that, the thought of rereading them on boring days is so enticing. Is that even the correct adjective to describe it? To hell with it.

Fang's up .

XOXO

12:16:00 AM ; lack of inspiration

I think it's time I sat down, and do up a proper blog post. My entire blog just screams; I am a big ball of laziness. And when assignments come piling up, I struggle to form proper sentences. I blame the easy access to social networks for that. I'm forever on my BB, typing out short updates on the various social networking accounts that I own. (Oh, and in case anyone was wondering, my FB account has been reactivated due to certain people /sigh/) Whatever the case, I just hope that when the new semester (or is it term? hm, forever confused about this) starts, I'll be able to adapt. -insert sounds of agony here-

Currently, I have a 'things to buy' list. Which my wallet disapproves of, I'm pretty sure. First of all, I need new clothes for school. I went online shopping the past few days and I chanced upon a great blogshop. I'll probably do a little post on them once I get my buys. But in the mean time, can I just squeal at their collections!? Everything is so gorgeous (ugh, you have no idea how much I want to type 'gorjes') and school-appropriate. I just want to buy every single piece that's available, to be honest ;~; (this is my inner bimbo talking)

After that mini-spree, I hopped into bed and instead of giving my body the much needed rest it deserves, I'm clicking on the Twitter icon on my BB faster than you could say crazy bitch. Well anyway, a girl on my timelist is kind of a partner with the various fansites. SHE IS FOREVER TWEETING ABOUT THEIR FANGOODS AND I WAS SORELY TEMPTED. I won't go into detail but let's just say, I caved. I'll do another little post about the fangoods once I've received them (which will be in Nov/Dec, just a head's up).

The third item on my list is presents. Right now, I only have two people in mind. The first is my bestf (I refuse to type it out, it looks much more qt like that) and I honestly do not know what to give her. The second is my brother. Oh my god, can I just briefly mention how terrible of a sister I am!? I didn't even know that we shared the same bias. I was furiously ranting about this on Twitter (hehe).

Fourth item is dollymag! Ever since I discovered its existence, my life has never been the same again (cliche but whatever). So far, the only place that stocks them is PageOne. Which is all the way at Vivocity. I guess it's a good thing that it's so inaccessible because Dollymag isn't a local magazine. Not a local mag = pricey.

(Breathe, you're almost at the end of the list hehe) FIFTH IS JUNKFOOD, FYEAH! It's not a necessity, but I don't think I'll be able to last through my new timetable without them (yes, the timetable for next semester is bullshit). A few junkies which I think are essential are mints, pocky and cup noodles. If I don't have enough cash for this, I'll just wait until parents go grocery shopping then hehe.

I've mentioned how I'll (hopefully) be making little posts to talk about my buys. At the same time, I want to be able to show you guys my loot too. And this won't be possible without a good camera, in my opinion. Sure, I could use the webcam but the quality is TERRIBLE. So, the last thing on my list is a good camera. To be more specific, a Canon EOS 1100D DSLR. If you're wondering, I am an absolute idiot when it comes to DSLRs. I've never held one, much less use it. I'm hoping that the salesperson(?) won't probe about my experience because I'll be a stuttering mess. I'll figure things out back in the comfort of my bedroom, thankyou. And even if I'm stuck with the terms or whatnots, I can easily ask around. I JUST NEED A CAMERA UGH.

Not a 'things to buy' note, but my left arm is sore. Everytime I move it (like, raising it to tie my hair), it hurts omg. It's my last jab and I am elated that I'm finally done. Those three jabs were pure torture. Dad told the doctor that I have a needle/injection phobia. Being the geek that I am, I actually googled it (was this close to citing wiki but my writcomm lecturer would have killed me lol).

Trypanophobia is an extreme reaction of fear to the use of needles in any type of medical environment. While many people experience some degree of aversion to receiving a shot at the doctor’s office, persons who suffer from trypanophobia tend to take on levels of anxiety that can result in the occurrence of a panic attack. This extreme aversion to needles can lead to serious health issues, as the phobia will motivate individuals to forego medical treatments and tests that involve the use of a need to inject medication or to take blood samples.

Retrieved from http://www.wisegeek.com/what-is-trypanophobia.htm

I can actually see this happening to me. I fainted once from a blood test and I will definitely shy away from them for a long time to come. Is that bad? :/

Okay, that's basically it. I'll still be typing out short posts, but from time to time, I'll do a lengthy one like this. And yes, the amount of times the brackets appear in this post is annoying. Learn to deal with it. It'll be appearing more often in the future.

Fang's up .

XOXO

Thursday, September 22

11:15:00 PM ; squiggly lines

O man, I want a bedroom like this.
Fang's up .
XOXO

Monday, September 19

10:36:00 PM ; corset and laces

Splurge.
Fang's up .
XOXO

Saturday, September 17

9:33:00 PM ; i like cheese

Think of the pillow as me, so when you're sad, hug the pillow like you're hugging me. So I'll always be with you in your time of need.
Aw ♥ ;~;
Fang's up .
XOXO

Friday, September 16

10:31:00 PM ; sweet dreams

Today was tiring.
Syaf's house is so gorjes tho ♥
Fang's up .
XOXO

Thursday, September 15

11:51:00 PM ; daydream

Someone needs to slap me. Hard.
Fang's up .
XOXO

Wednesday, September 14

11:46:00 PM ; bumblebee

Nail polish time ^^
Fang's up .
XOXO

Tuesday, September 13

5:10:00 PM ; furry sweaters

Nothing interests me anymore.
Will I really spend my holidays staring only at the laptop :/
Even the internet is boring now, tch.
Fang's up .
XOXO

Monday, September 12

12:21:00 AM ; misunderstood

Oh, before I go to bed (and continue tweeting hehe).

I LOVE YOU, WHOEVER IS READING THIS ♥
Fang's up .
XOXO

12:03:00 AM ; monster doodles

And my day is over.
I can't help but feel a little bitter because a certain few do not rmb my day.
A certain few, whom I sincerely care about.
Ohwells, that's life.

Have a good night rest, everyone! ^^
Fang's up .
XOXO

Sunday, September 11

11:33:00 PM ; 230.

Today went better than I expected.
Sure, I still had to clean dishes and serve people.
But I thoroughly enjoyed myself ^^

Started the day with bestfs.
(I sort of want to end it with them too hehe)
Tried to sleep, but legs were aching for no reason.
Didn't get to sleep until around 4am.
Woke up at 12nn, feeling super groggy tbh.
Laptop-ed all the way until around 7ish.
Usual birthday celebration with family ♥
Then, a sudden influx of guests came.
I almost died, helping Mum in the kitchen.
Oh and parents were so embarrasing, kept talking about me!
Cousins who came, bought me cake sobs ;~;

Thankyou to those who wished me through the various means! ♥
There is a significant drop in the number of wishes this year hehe.
I like it this way :)

17 is such an annoying, yet memorable age.
To me, it's the agonizingly slow period before I feel more adult-like.
One more year /sigh/
Until then, HEY GUISE I'M FINALLY 17! ^^
Fangs up .
XOXO

12:25:00 AM ; /hops/

R gave me a mushy text, am gnna miss her so much sobs ;~;
K called and then gave me 100+ notifs from spamming my FB wall -.-
A sang a birthday song through MSN and FB (MORE NOTIFS YAY) :{D
O man, I love my bestfs ♥
Fang's up .
XOXO

12:01:00 AM ; happy birthday ♥

It's finally the 11th of September here.
Yesterday was perfect tbqh.
I wouldn't trade it for anything in the world.
Fang's up .
XOXO

Saturday, September 10

10:49:00 PM ; SWCSG

BEST PRESENT EVER TBH.
I'll never get a more perfect present in years to come.
110910 ♥
Fang's up .
XOXO

Friday, September 9

11:46:00 PM ; expensive

Less than 24hours to SWC.
FUCKING STOKED TBH.

Ystd night was horrible, but I'm fine now.
Invited 4E1 girls for Sunday, not sure how many will turn up tho :/
Restless.
Fang's up .
XOXO

Thursday, September 8

11:40:00 PM ; roadkill

Spent the better part of today with bestfs.
Ate at Thai Express for the first time.
Chose a non-spicy dish but got tricked to taste the tom yum ):
They said that it wasn't spicy since it's clear.
Liars.

Movie-d Smurfs and Crazy Stupid Love.
Smurfs was insanely qt, I swear.
As for CSL, the guy's not much of an eyecandy.
BUT WHEN HE TOOK OFF HIS SHIRT OMG UNF FUCK ME PREASU

Reached home = instant mood-killer tbh
Not excited for SWC whatsoever.
On top of that, Mum told me to invite several friends on Sunday.
Can I like, not? :/
Fang's up .
XOXO

4:22:00 AM ; what happened last night

Ah, I'm getting sleepier, which is good.
Eventho I have to wake up in 4hours time.
Better than nothing.
Fang's up .
XOXO

3:49:00 AM ; blink twice

I can't sleep sobsu.
Meeting bestfs later.
I NEED SLEEP FOR WHATEVER WE'RE DOING LATER )-:
Fang's up .
XOXO

3:11:00 AM ; oinkoink

OMG I'M SO HUNGRY TBH.
Fang's up .
XOXO

Wednesday, September 7

9:44:00 PM ; dock

Apparently, Mateus' gf is jealous of me.
No wonder he hasn't been talking to me lately.
Ohwell, I shouldn't have expected things to remain the same.
On that note, I've deactivated my Facebook account.
Now, he can only contact me via MSN or email only.
Which is quite pathetic tbh ):
I'm sort of regretting it, but I really don't want to go back.
Sobs, decisions.
Fang's up .
XOXO

Tuesday, September 6

11:00:00 PM ; HERO HERO

Thinking of doing something to my hair once it's longer.
Dip-dye/ombre hair is interesting tbh.
Buttttttt, I will have to bleach my hair.
If I'm doing that, I would want to get it done at a better salon.
Like, I don't want to severely damage my hair just for the cost :/

I don't even know if ppl still visit my blog anym.
OHWELLS.
Fang's up .
XOXO

8:43:00 PM ; of surprises, presents, donuts and fastfood

I was taken completely by surprise today.
Went out of the house and polymates came out of nowhere.
SINGING THE BIRTHDAY SONG.
Gosh, talk about a birthday surprise.
I love them to bits, thankyouverymuch.

I think, this year's will be a blast.
It's not even my day yet and I feel so blessed.
4 more days to the present that I gave myself (hehe)
I wonder what the 5 days leading to my day have in store for me ^^
Fang's up .
XOXO

12:04:00 AM ; TMI TUESDAY

Deleted this entire post hehe.
I really should stop blogging late at night.
Fang's up .
XOXO

Monday, September 5

1:05:00 AM ; PETITE

've been updating everyday so far.
SEMANGAT OI.

Am in a fairly good mood nowadays.
I feel a little more confident about myself.
And no, I don't mean in terms of my appearance.
(Because I still feel fat and ugly. Hell, I AM fat and ugly)
I'm speaking my mind more often.
But that doesn't mean I'm more reckless with my words ofc.
It just means that I'm a bit more vocal with my opinions now.

ILOVEEVERYONE ♥
Fang's up .
XOXO

Sunday, September 4

10:06:00 PM ; SUMMER NIGHTS

Grease is the best movie out there, hands down.
Eventho the moral is basically to change for other people hehe :3
Fang's up .
XOXO

Saturday, September 3

11:51:00 PM ; FIGARO

I'm glad I told him off.
Now, I don't feel like I have to pretend/impress him all the time.
It's like a burden that has been lifted off my shoulder.
Cliche much, but I can't describe it any other way.
I'm happy :)
Fang's up .
XOXO

Friday, September 2

1:22:00 AM ; DSL

Vivo with old lady yesterday.
No luck with varsity jackets, again ):
But bought two magazines and a black little dress book!
I'm a happy bookworm.

Gnna start ignoring him.
He's hella annoying.
Fang's up .
XOXO

Thursday, September 1

1:48:00 AM ; commiting a crime

The first of September.
For some reason, many of my friends were born this day.
Half of them, I wish I've never met them.
But if I didn't, I wouldn't be as strong as I am now right?

In the past, I've made decisions which are plain stupid.
This tops it all tbh.
O man, and bestf is not online.
I want to cry so bad, but I'll wait.
/sigh/

Hesitated for a very long time for her.
In the end, I caved and wished her.
Even tho our friendship can never be how it used to be.
I hope the memories that we shared will be as precious to you as they still are to me.

Bad start to the month?
Nah, I like to be positive.
I'm just learning new things everyday :)
Fang's up .
XOXO

1:37:00 AM ; September, please be good to me.

September has always been my favourite month ♥
I think this year's will be fairly good because;

a) it's the holidays
b) my day hehe
c) FUCK ME I'M GOING TO SWC OMG
d) gg to TCP which I signed up for voluntarily

I love Septembers sfm ide ;~;
I'm hoping my love for this month will encourage me to blog moar hehe.
Fang's up .
XOXO