Saturday, May 19
2:24:00 AM ; cosmic theories
How is it the middle of May already? Without us noticing, we are slowly approaching the halfway point of 2012. The fasting month in two months' time. Which means three months to "when are you getting married"s and lectures about being more religious. Yay to that.
Fang's up.
XOXO
Saturday, May 12
9:52:00 PM ; a young heart
I keep going missing for a month and coming back with apologies/excuses. A horrible habit I must get rid of. I swear it's not intentional tho. It's a little inconvenient to update, with the compooper dead and this laptop on the verge of death. Sigh.
Was in a pretty bad state the few weeks after FOW. No rest whatsoever + new school year + attachment + trainings + work. It was pretty taxing on my body, no wonder I couldn't recover properly. Cried a few times in between because of various reasons. I still can't believe what happened to our family. I hope that when I look back to this period of hardship in the future, I'll be able to persevere on with whatever obstacle that I might be experiencing; since I was able to push through and survive this, I can face and handle whatever I'm struggling with. I made a promise to myself that I won't give up on myself + life because I don't want to be selfish to my family. One loss is enough.
Currently attached to the K1 class for attachment this semester (and hopefully the year hehe). I looooooooooooove my kids omg they're so adorable and curious and active. Too active, may I add? When 4pm rolled by, the kids were still as energized as when they entered the centre in the morning. Attachment partner and I were totally worn out, we couldn't be bothered to pretend to be interested in whatever they said anymore \0/ Horrible, horrible student-teachers oooooooooop ;) But you know what's even more horrible than that? Assignments. Piling up like nobody's business omf. Second year proved to be as hectic and busy as the seniors forewarned. All the best to the second year students fufufufufu :3
Training. Sigh. I'm the assistant head, but I don't feel like one? I mean, I'm partly to blame. Don't go for the trainings during the holiday due to work = no clue on what's going on. I'm slowly keeping myself updated but it's still tough. I still feel like everyone is keeping me out of loop with everything. Like an outcast hah.
But guess what, you suckers. I'm not working anymore. A three month stint with Scholl. It's a pity. Mumsy wanted me to focus on studying and got me to quit asap. So, here I am. Today was my last day. My last task and obligation to Scholl was to guide the new promoter. And I carried it out to the best of my ability. I'm gonna miss the promoters whom I've gotten close to over the three months. Antonio mama who treated me like her very own daughter; who loved to share her tidbits and always gave me too much; who attempts to interact with me even with her broken English; whose laughter is extremely big, loud and contagious. Kiki mama who never hesitates to help me; who translates all our English conversations to the Myanmar promoters and vice versa; who is such a motherly figure to all of us. Alvin who loves to talk about his past gangster days; who is full of nonsense and wit; who at first meeting will seem extremely obnoxious and egoistic, but is just really talkative. I didn't say goodbye to any of them because I might just cry. The security guard uncle wished me luck in my future endeavors. Thank you to everyone who helped me along during my first official work. I might not have been able to survive w/o any of you. Although you will probably never see this, but thank you and I wish you all the best and good luck in whatever you decide to pursue in the future :)
sometimes, goodbyes are necessary
fang's up
xoxo
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