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bunnies and snakes ye
fang's up ♥
xoxo

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So here I am, in a fairly uncomfortable, yet comfy, position on the small couch. Hands flying across the keyboard as my mind conjures up the sentences that seem to make sense in my head but when typed out, doesn't sound as great as I hoped it to be. And, I digress. I still have close to two hundred 'cover photos' left. Seeing as how I don't blog as often as I used to, it'll probably be around ten years before there's none left. In ten years' time, I'll be 38 28 years old (omg just realised i made a huuuuuuuuuge mistake and didn't notice it until today #blind). I wonder if I would still be into blogging then? Maybe technology would have advanced so far and so fast that blogging will be considered old school/outdated? Hell, would I still be alive then? It's scary to think how one day, I will be an adult in the real world and these things won't matter as much as it used to. In two years' time, it'll be the big two-oh. By then, I would have hopefully graduated from poly. From there, what am I going to do? Continue studying and get a degree? Go down a slightly different, but still relevant path? Or start working? It's scary. In two years' time, I would have to make another big ol' decision which might (or might not) determine my future. When did living become such a scary occupation?

fang's up

Away for less than two months and I return with such an angsty post. I apologize /bows/ Anyway, am gonna talk about my day, some of the wishes I got and reviewing last year's September :)

My day's ending soon. Honestly speaking, I didn't enjoy it much. If I had to describe my day with a phrase, it'll be rollercoaster ride. I'm not even kidding. I spent like half of the day rolling around in bed. One eighth of the day was spent feeling elated/shocked at some of the birthday wishes that I got throughout the day. The other eighth was spent eating at Manhattan Fish Market, yumz. The last quarter was spent getting scolded. Oh man, I wish I was kidding too. I wouldn't go into details, because I don't want to sound like some self-centred, spoilt brat. All I can say is that, is this how turning eighteen feels like? Hm.

Every year, for as long as I can remember, the bestfs were always one of the first few to wish me and their messages always had the hugest impact on me. Not surprising actually hehe :B This year, they were the first batch of people to actually celebrate my day (three weeks early lol). These crazy asses took me completely by surprise when they pulled out the (smashed) cupcakes and said "I'm so sorry it turned out like this omg" And okay, so I was a little slow to catch on but when I finally figured that they were actually celebrating it then, I managed to actually hold in my tears. WHICH IS A HUGE ACHIEVEMENT FOR ME PLS. I suck at holding in my tears lol loser. Well anyway, got more birthday wishes this year. I'm shocked tbqh lol but thank you to all nonetheless. It gives me hope that you actually took the time to wish me /throws confetti/

September's still my favourite month. Even though it's pretty rocky and annoying at the start, like what I said a year ago, "Nah, I like to be positive. I'm just learning new things everyday". Last year, the days leading up to my day were a rollercoaster ride too. But the eve of my day was the bestest present that I've ever given to myself. "I'll never get a more perfect present in years to come." Yes, indeed. I'm going to this year's SWC too, but sadly it falls during the December period. If it was during my favourite month, it would have been another awesome birthday :') Stumbled upon one of the most aw-inducing thing that anyone has ever said to me, "Think of the pillow as me, so when you're sad, hug the pillow like you're hugging me. So I'll always be with you in your time of need." I love her to bits.

fang's up.

xoxo

hi, it's the eve of my day and i feel horrible. there should be some sort of law against being exposed to negative things on the eve of one's birthday. i wish i was in bed right now. then, i could easily sleep the rest of the day away after i'm done with this. but the laptop's being an asshole at the moment because it refuses to charge when i'm in a certain position. i've been forking out so much for your well-being, and this is how you treat me. am now stuck on the couch in the living room where i'm exposed to everyone's bullshits. i know i'm acting like a spoilt brat but screw you, i have the right to act this way since everyone decided that hey let's take control of her life now because it's her birthday tmr and no one deserves to feel even the tiniest ounce of happiness or some shit like that. bye bitch, i'm done.

fang's up

xoxo