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Tuesday, September 11
11:55:00 PM ; fluffy bits


Away for less than two months and I return with such an angsty post. I apologize /bows/ Anyway, am gonna talk about my day, some of the wishes I got and reviewing last year's September :)

My day's ending soon. Honestly speaking, I didn't enjoy it much. If I had to describe my day with a phrase, it'll be rollercoaster ride. I'm not even kidding. I spent like half of the day rolling around in bed. One eighth of the day was spent feeling elated/shocked at some of the birthday wishes that I got throughout the day. The other eighth was spent eating at Manhattan Fish Market, yumz. The last quarter was spent getting scolded. Oh man, I wish I was kidding too. I wouldn't go into details, because I don't want to sound like some self-centred, spoilt brat. All I can say is that, is this how turning eighteen feels like? Hm.

Every year, for as long as I can remember, the bestfs were always one of the first few to wish me and their messages always had the hugest impact on me. Not surprising actually hehe :B This year, they were the first batch of people to actually celebrate my day (three weeks early lol). These crazy asses took me completely by surprise when they pulled out the (smashed) cupcakes and said "I'm so sorry it turned out like this omg" And okay, so I was a little slow to catch on but when I finally figured that they were actually celebrating it then, I managed to actually hold in my tears. WHICH IS A HUGE ACHIEVEMENT FOR ME PLS. I suck at holding in my tears lol loser. Well anyway, got more birthday wishes this year. I'm shocked tbqh lol but thank you to all nonetheless. It gives me hope that you actually took the time to wish me /throws confetti/

September's still my favourite month. Even though it's pretty rocky and annoying at the start, like what I said a year ago, "Nah, I like to be positive. I'm just learning new things everyday". Last year, the days leading up to my day were a rollercoaster ride too. But the eve of my day was the bestest present that I've ever given to myself. "I'll never get a more perfect present in years to come." Yes, indeed. I'm going to this year's SWC too, but sadly it falls during the December period. If it was during my favourite month, it would have been another awesome birthday :') Stumbled upon one of the most aw-inducing thing that anyone has ever said to me, "Think of the pillow as me, so when you're sad, hug the pillow like you're hugging me. So I'll always be with you in your time of need." I love her to bits.

fang's up.
xoxo