Sunday, May 12
11:01:00 PM ; the fourth
earlier this month, one of the bestfs asked me "why do i not see a single photo of you and him?". and tbqh, it got me thinking for a while. why am i so intent on keeping our relationship a secret? like seriously, when we first got together, i wasn't planning on telling anyone except for sissy and the bestfs.
but the past few days have reminded me of the reason. was talking to a friend who had a fight with her boyfriend and one of my responses was a disbelief "seriously?". what she (and a few others) said is the number one reason as to why i sometimes regret making our relationship public - "you wouldn't understand because you're still in your honeymoon period". maybe that's why i don't like to interact with the boyf on the social networking sites, because ik deep down in everyone's heart when they see us talking, they'll gag and say "honeymoon period".
to be frank, i'm not one for public display of affections. i hate people who take to twitter and facebook and whatnots to declare their undying love for their significant other. but the boyf's a complete opposite. and when i don't reciprocate, i feel like such an ass. i sometimes find myself having to do things that i usually find extremely hard to do. i'm not saying i'm being forced to do something i don't like (which i absolutely hate), but with the boyf, i want to do it. i just don't feel comfortable with making it so open for everybody to see and judge.
anyway, isn't a relationship supposed to be between two people only? so, why so nosey ya :-)
fang's up.
xoxo
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