(want to strangle something, i wrote a long ass post and i switched to another app and when i switched it back, the post was gone. just like that ugh)

the first week of 2014 is coming to an end which means that the last two months of school is drawing near as well. as much as i want to graduate quickly, i'm totally dreading the upcoming assignments + assessments :-( plus, the fact that i'm still a teeny weeny bit unsure of what i really want to do after poly makes graduating extremely overwhelming. how can you expect an individual, who is barely reaching 20 years of age (not enough life experiences etc if you ask me, but hell, nobody is so goodbye), to decide what she wants to do for the rest of her life??? okay shhhh, i know i'm being whiny and all but just let me be for a bit ya.

first day of 2014 went by as per normal. as how the famsy usually 'celebrates' it - staying at home and doing our own lazy things. i sort of like it that way? yea :-)

went out with the boyf on the third day of 2014 (how annoying is it that i keep saying 'of 2014' hehe). satisfied his craving and we sort of aimlessly rode around bcs no plans hahaha anyway i'm pretty use to riding ruby/bee/b (ya he named his bike. and other things too. what is it with guys and naming of their stuff???) but my butt will always always be sooooooo numb afterwards ugh. so ya, butt x bike issues. oh oh and he brought us to a really nice starbucks outlet :3 maybe that'll be our frequent date place bcs it's just so peaceful and not crowded #rare

getting dragged to a wedding later ugh. slightly nervous because this will be the first time i'm attending a huge event since i've donned the hijab. yes, i'm scared bcs i'm socially awkward which means major meltdown bcs questions from everyone and everywhere!!!!!!!!!! i pray that it'll go by smoothly and w/o much stupidity on my part :>

okay wow, i think i managed to pen down everything that was originally written? ugh, once bitten twice shy. must always rmb to save yas!

fang's up. 

xoxo

ah, a new year.

let's try to make this a habit. 

fang's up. 

xoxo